2010, my even years are suppose to be my good years! its the seventh month of the year! i can’t even fucking believe how fast this year is going!!! it has to be a good year cuz time is going by 10 times faster! But i guess it just feels soo bittersweet. In December i quit my job, cuz honestly i just wanted to go back home to the bay for the winter &i figured it would be a good time to focus on school and get myself situated because 2009 was probably one of my worst years ever. all my bad memories brought back put into one year. every single person from my past probably fucked up my 2009. but to save the novels and tears, bottom line, 2009 fucked me soo hard i just needed to get back on my feet again and do ME. so 2010 i cut all ties with all the bitches, quit my job, turned inactive with my sorority and just focused on my school and gave me some room to breathe.
so far, i did some good travels this year. NYC for the first time with one of my forever friends. me and my bestfriend have probably seen each other more this year than the first 5 years put together since i moved. i grew apart from my most closest friends in SD. i dont really know how, haha but i did. buuut on the brighter side i grew closer to my friends back home in the Bay. which doesnt help that much because i’m not gonna be able to go there anytime soon or move any time soon either but im just happy to know that true friendships last even through the distance. 2010, i’m only halfway through the year &i feel like i’ve been through soo much, or so much has just changed in my life. it really does feel like im growing up. TOO FAST. it feels good tho, im excited for the rest of the year (:
